Hi Di yo~~greetings...from Elysium

Tis my second blog... i hope it likes me well enuff to stay ard... Template's a simple basic one.. Will take me sometime before i get it set up like my previous one... O.. btw.. i've deleted my previous blog.. however, it seems to be still ard. O nevertheless.. I still hope i can manage this new blog well... of cos also to get it nicely set up..i dun mind any volunteers to help set up the blog nicely.. heehee

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Aniwei.. i have been very unhappy since Thursday.

Sylvia mentioned to me that she rcvd an email to attend the meeting on Saturday.

I waited till Friday late night, still no email. My fears seems to be coming true.
Unable to contain my anger as well as curiosity, i called the director.on the pretext on asking for the meeting time.

He seems surprised that i did not get the email. He mention he will check & get back to me soon.

Soon enuff, less than 10 mins he called back..& i am perpetually disturbed by our conversation.

This club totally has no sense of respect nor courtesy.
The girls simply leave me out of the meeting because they feel that I'm totally not interested ..
Not even an email telling that they feel that you are not suitable.

They do not even bother to find out why you can't submitting your work..wth.. i have submitted 10 designs...

It's not i have not been trying hard. I've hundred & one task to accomplishe.
During lunch i would work on my designs as being new to the company, i have to work late so that i can pick up fast & understand my dept.

I'm a perfectionist.. many say that as well. Just a mere 16days, i pushed myself to understand my dept, well.. i failed.. it takes 2 hands to clap.. dum dum suppliers need to spend 1 week to source for something simple & i do not have the experience the supplier of their inability to work diligently.

Back to the designing part...

Saying their objective of helping local designer to market their value & designer..
Simply bullshit... they change the designs..tells me fty cannot make mine cos there is too many details unless there is a big qty for it... den in the first place why didn't they tell me in the first place.. they are the ones whose supposed to undertand their fty capabilities..
I totally feel they are really taking up my time & not helping.
Constantlly telling to design based on what the fty can do.
OO.. come on.. Each designer comes with their own individual style..
If we design based on fty can do... it does not make us unique animore. it's just make us copier of other designers.
Their market research on inspiration is disappointing as well.. the concept is plagrisied.
in simple words... I'm angry & perpetually pissed by them.
Really... if you were to see their concept.. really nothing interesting..

On Saturday morning , they have been trying to contact me. I never picked up. You see.. the mood & enthu to work for them is no longer ard.

Guess they tried to contact me during the evening, i missed the call.. as i was in meditation meeting, only realised the number of missed calls when i got home.

Even now.. i dun have the wish to call back.. as i feel.. i rather make it out on my own... at my own free time...

Maybe i can just put up my design at my aunt shop to see if it catches attention enuff to mass produce it.

Still would continue to design during lunch.. but on my own inspiration & trend research...

Meditate to have it working as well...

what i need to do now is to make a list of my wants & needs...oo.. boy there R a thousand & millions of it.... I'm greedy u see... =)

Wish me success in my indulgence of meditation & gets all my wants....