Marionette

Sometimes I will I'm just an android..with the maiden circuit...

with the ability to self-detonate... just pull the trigger

Game over... everything ends

tis wOrld..has no place for me...

Sad thing to say.. but this is so true...

Things hasn't been going on as the way i anticipated it to be ever since my bday- Christmas...

The only ever-so consoling words of comfort were "Happy Bday" from a few of the closer friends...

5 days trip to Bangkok for shopping.. is one of the event i would wish to forget..forever

I saw..I experienced..& finally understand..colleagues & close friends..the quo can never share the same status.

Thank you Ft.. for pointing that to me at the final stage.

The episode of reality bites.. real bites.. leaving the teeth marks untraceable yet etching beyond the flesh.


After granny's dinner celebration.. walked home from Chinatown... something happened.. b4.. started in the morning.. that trigger my helpless anger.

WTF am I swallowing her shit.. arghh

Is tis true?? tis wOrld has no plaCe for me...not anymore.. I outlived my usefulness...
I'm so tired.. of living up to expectation..
I'm so tired.. of having her shifting the blame of Desiree's poor results
I'm so tired . of her nagging me of being irresponsible.. hello.. look at yourself..


I'm le tired just sent you a nudge.

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law says (11:31 PM):
yes
fel
i want to leave

i'm le tired says (11:31 PM):
???

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law says (11:31 PM):
to a place where i know no one.. no want knows me
& a place that i do not know of my past
my origins
my so call family

i'm le tired says (11:32 PM):
wth!!!

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law says (11:32 PM):
my so call kinship
i'm le tired says (11:32 PM):
u mad!

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law says (11:32 PM):
my so call friends
a place where i dun know where i am
a place where no one knows where i am

i'm le tired says (11:33 PM):
erm wad happened??

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law says (11:35 PM):
nvm..

Thanks Fel..Appreciate you for the care.

To Aunt...
I feel so exploited... Why do i have to explain my actions.. my life.. my whereabouts..
I mean.. what has it gotta to do with you really...
DUN FUCKING ASK IF YOU ARE FUCKING TO SAY "SO WHAT HAS IT GOT TO DO WITH ME"
You may think you are just kidding with me..
watch your tone. it says otherwise. at least to me

If I said I do not wish to do whoever a favour.. I FUCKING mean it.
Family means helping each other with an ulterior motive.. this is what I've learn from your sister for the past 28 years...

Do not give me any advise... bcos.. you are not having a perfectly happy life yourself.
Respect is earned.. not freebie given to Elders.. i dun buy that..

Fine.. i will be there @ 2pm everysaturday & leave by 630pm as well..

Do not blame me for my Callousness.... you asked for it..

In this world.. there will no more be any Liu Shuhui.... get this clear.. my name is Liu EnQi

If i can leave.. leave without a trace...
no one will notice
no one will realise
no one will think about it
no one will wonder what happened
no one will even remember....

in time to come..I'll be no longer missed...no longer...not anymore