What are friendship make of?

Amazingly amused I am now, at the speed of how a friendship could simply just be forsaken just over a mere teasing conversation.

I reckon it could be just planned for else, it's just up-pented frustration needing a place to fire-in-the-hole like how some army personnel likes to quote.

That's how fast a friendship is gone, click delete, confirm & block, click yes. This is way faster than having to sms.


Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." said:
how darling

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law - Dysmorphophobia the unquenchable desire to be perfeCt..... said:
wad how darling

Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." says (9:57 PM):
wat talking u

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law - Dysmorphophobia the unquenchable desire to be perfeCt..... says (9:58 PM):
Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." said:
how darling
suddenly my window pop this up
u got msg wrong persdon?

Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." says (9:58 PM):
oh i mean HI darling

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law - Dysmorphophobia the unquenchable desire to be perfeCt..... says (9:59 PM):
ZZZZZ

Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." says (10:01 PM):
y cant i hold a simple conversation with u ?

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law - Dysmorphophobia the unquenchable desire to be perfeCt..... says (10:01 PM):
l0l
cos i ain't that simple as you think i might be
LOL

Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." says (10:02 PM):
look, dont think too highly of yrself and dont assume pple take u for simple bimbo
if u think im another bastard trying to find some hole for fun? think again


EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law - Dysmorphophobia the unquenchable desire to be perfeCt..... says (10:02 PM):
i wish i am just SOME simple BimBo can
LOL

Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." says (10:02 PM):
cold , than im not tat smartie miss simple
if u think im a her bastard trying to find some hole for fun? think again

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law - Dysmorphophobia the unquenchable desire to be perfeCt..... says (10:03 PM):
u not finding fun
u just find chance to irk me

Santos "U'll only fail if u stop trying." says (10:03 PM):
by saying hi darling ?
dude, fuck it
block me
its ok, i'll delete u off
fucking moron

EnQi 劉恩圻 Berlindy Law - Dysmorphophobia the unquenchable desire to be perfeCt..... says (10:04 PM):
okie loh
its up to u

Not to mention, "fucking moron" slashed across the last sentence.

Feeling hurt? Nah~~don't ask me why.
Having a fever could have caused the indifference.

The next moment was to call Ninny, she didn't picked up.
Text her something's not right with Eric.

The next moment was to think what he mentioned

" look, dont think too highly of yrself and dont assume pple take u for simple bimbo
if u think im another bastard trying to find some hole for fun? think again"


Never did I ever... I've always got low morale on myself, hence explains the my dysmorphophobic self - the desire to be perfect-------- perfectly normal.

Then again, i wished i'm just some simple Bimbo too, at least i wouldn't care less & start being a mean bitch..
I mean really mean... You wouldn't really understand what mean really is till you personally watch the whole episode.

It's a blessing to be simple, forgetful & lastly Bimboic... really..
Sometimes...you maybe mean fun.. some simply think its offensive... HOW?
please the world.. forget it, I'm tired

I'm lazy.. it's true.. I'm so much to say.. so much to complain, so much to rebuke..
But when i think i have to go through all the hassle..It's simply just killing my brain cells without a good cause.

Ok..I'm just plain lazy.

Can i like just ignore the whole damn world.

Hopefully this fever would bring me somewhere else where the ugly side of human is not residing.

Humans are ugly, especially when you see how fast they try to turn their odds to suit the situation.

This past year of experience is enough seen.

Through my eyes, I see treachery.. maybe not that heavy word to use.. but the meaning is there...
Be amazed..in just less than a year.

signing off
BuRpz