Letters

I finally got myself to be obedient enough to clean out my closet.. for years i have chunk whatever rubbish..gifts.. documents..forgotten memories.. yes.. long forgotten..

There is a chunk of letters...one from a close sister.. but she dun see me as one anymore..next to her letter..was mine.. i nv got to send it out..i wrote.. but i don't know why i did not send it out.

next was from Jason.. cards.. yellow post-it letters.. i read them again last night.. emotions choked up.. i felt touched by his sincerity to write all of them.. how he much he loves me as days past.. sweet isn't it...how could not take care of me anymore..suddenly i realise.. why wasnt i touched then? All the lovey dovey times.. only to replace by my harshness.. bcos i wanted to break free from him.. i knew his illness was caused by me. i hoped he had recovered now and living a life he feels contented with. Millions of apologies cant mend your broken-heart, may you be with the one that brings in all the sunshine for you.

then.. a penpal.. hahaa .. a gal from London.. Helen Smith...a letter from her..i send her a letter back.. but that was long ago.. maybe i did not pay the correct postage to send it to London.. haahaa

lastly.. from an ex colleague.. i nv had the memory i ever read his letter.. 2 of it somemore.. hopelessly ..is all in Chinese.. i guess i nv even read it.. He's telling me his new life in Uni...tell me his choices.. he wrote alot..1 full page.. honestly.. i dun recall i read it.. 2nd page was another lettr which he wrote 2 weeks later.. FUNNY.. send 2 letters together.. but the 2nd letter was with his contact no... a shorter letter asking me to call him.. I nv did.. My friend told me maybe he was interested me but could not pluck up the courage ..therefore just ask me to call...siao.. trunk calls.. i was like only 16.. a poor student..but i do remember i stick to him and his friend alot when we were working together.. haahaa.. maybe bcos he was the youngest among the others..others are the boss..the manager..all are like twice my age.. i still remember it is in Bugis above KFC.. haaha employment agency .. everyday i have tons of paperwork to handle.. haahaa..
Anyway..moral of the story.. nv ever write me a chinese letter... i probably read it only after 13 yrs like now.... haahaa

BuRpz sign off..