I'm back...for a while

It's been pretty long since I last blog.. I can safely say is due to my heavy work load.. but for the fact. I know it's not...
MOst of my time.. spent on Yoville.. some graphic game.. which got me addicted ..really hard up on it... Play it.. you'll know what i mean.
I didn't want to write. Like a spolit brat. I didn't.. There is two sides of me.. asking me to write my thoughts.. the other side asking to "just shut up".
"People will pick on you.whateva you said" Just go sleep n stick to Yoville " grinx"

The truth is I've been very unhappy. Work.. friends..life.. myself..especially monetary wise.I get irritated at the slightest thing i saw. Someone commented that i think too highly of myself. That was long time back.. but it just lurk around in my memory that I'm seen as a arrogant Biatch.

There are things i pretended i don't know.. What do i get ? " I hate it when you pretend you don't know but you actually knows"
It's like WTF...

There's a reason why i build my own prison.

The inmates of the real prison may looked they are void of freedom, restricted of movements. But there is something that they did not realise. It looks like the law is protecting the majority against them. But my thoughts are otherwise. People affects each other. The inmates are being protected from the majority so as to stop all the peer pressure in their life & make it more smoother over that period of time. Those who stayed outside has to fend themselves against the malicious tongues, sight & sense of others.

It's a cycle.

What could have caused someone to break the law?

Desire, greed, envy, jealousy.
All crimes are the cause & effects the communication between people.

Drug addicts - if there is no drug dealer, where would these addicts comes from?
Drug dealer- if there is no addicts, where would these dealers comes from?

Our daily lives, actions, responsibility are closely linked. Everyone leads something along/off the road.

The purpose of my prison.. ? My thoughts are my own bars.. & my sight are the chains that determined what ahs to be locked up.

Honestly.. i dun understand the crap i just wrote up there.

Life's contradicting, isn't it?

BuRpz