Get Over it..& get out of ShitHole...

Someone quoted " ppl do change".. I'm loss for words.. change overnight? nice try.. BUT WHY M I NOY CONVINCED????

Reason being.... it happened b4.. just bcos one is confused... based on someone who stood up for you.. doesn't mean that you can throw your AP at me... doesn't mean in the past i would coax you to speak up ..I would do it again.. I'd get sick of doing such things.. why not for a change.. you come & coax me??? I ain't an expat for that trade.. & i dun even thing i did any WRONG to deserve this..

I am telling myself to get over & done with this whole incident.& also remind myself nv to bring a big bag when going clubbing.. just inviting unnecessary troubles.

One of my new year resolutions....i know it's a bit too early for that...but planning in advance does serve its advantage.. to save up & get out of this SHIT HOLE.. hard to let go.. cos of all daddy's memories.. but i think i had enough.. once i moved out.. i have nothing more to do with that SLUT..dirty lousy..stinko SLUT.. just my luck to have her genes inm e.. if science allow the alteration of eliminations of UNWANTED GENES.. i'd GLADLY remove hers.. cheesepie lousy..slimy ..digusting..SLUT...

I'm as guilty as pea... I haven been doing my meditation.. i mUST I MUST I MUST DO MY MEDITATION.. NOTHHING BAD CAN STOP ME... I must.. & i will get to do my meditation every morning & evening...

I must get to move out by this Dec..I want to be happy on my Bdsy.. a new place.. a brand new HOME.. & i shall no longer need to bear that scheming slut fREAKO FAce...

DahLings~~ gimme the strength to conquer all...